My GOALS for this month.

March 3, 2009

 

 

               Ok. Hindi ko alam kung anung nakain ko pero bigla ko na lang naisip na gawin toh. GOALS. wow. that’s new to my vocabulary. (parang elem student lang.. Goal ko na di makaline of 7 sa Hekasi! at Math! Goal ko na makapasa sa exam sa Mapeh. Goal ko na di na malate bukas at sa susunod na bukas. Goal ko na tipirin ang baon ko. Goal ko na di mapagalitan ni Sir Javier!). buti pa nga nung elementary ako marami akong goals kahit na iilan lang yung natutupad. Ewan ko ba kung anung nangyari at biglang nawala yun sa sistema ko. Pero kelangan ko toh ngayon kaya susubukan ko ulit. I badly need this. Napapansin ko na araw araw na lang parang walang sense yung mga pinaggagawa ko. TULOG-GISING-KAIN-WORK-TULOG. Kung minsan nga wala ng kain eh. at lagi pang puyat pero hindi ko alam kung anung pinaggagawa ko. Tuwing gigising ako sa umaga lagi na lang ako napapatanong,

            “Anu nga bang ginawa ko kahapon???”.

 

             Ang saklap, sa short term memory ko lang naiistore lahat ng nangyayari bawat araw. Sabi ng prof ko noon sa Psych, ang mga bagay daw na naiistore sa short-term memory ay yung mga bagay na di mo binibigyan ng pansin o ng importansya kaya daw madali natin itong nakakalimutan. Ibig sabihin bawat araw di importante sa ken. Parang… wala lang kaya di ko maalala. Hanggang sa isang araw kumain ako ng Mentos at nagkaron nga ko ng idea na gawin toh. Kelangan bawat Month or mas maganda everyday may maaccomplish ako. Ayan nilagay ko na sa sidebar para lagi ko makikita, may magreremind sa kin.

 

           Gusto ko na talaga magresign sa trabaho at magkaron ng time sa lahat. Kelangan ko na makaipon.

 

blog under construction. slow down humps ahead.

December 12, 2008

 

This blog is under construction. Please come back after 5 years. 

 

 hehe. joke lang.

 

I’m trying to reconstruct this blog. 

 

• I’m currently been trying to squeeze those creative juices out of me while waiting for adobe photoshop cs2 to be downloaded.

• I’ve reformatted this freakingly irritating annoying bulokers pc for four times today. (wala lang kunyare importanteng sabihin toh.)

• I can’t figure out how to delete those sponsored ads/links. why o why?

• I’ve deleted all my blog roll links because I got disappointed when I found out that only 10% of those blogs links are still up. When I am done working on this blog it’s wanhandredandwan percent sure that I’ll be doing some blog hopping to find blogs that i’ll put on my blog roll. But if you happen to  bump with this post, i would be happy if you’ll make a comment with your blog url specified so I can add you. =) Link ex?

• my mind and my life needs to be reconstructed too. (no this is not another emo post.)

 

the end. that’s all. thank you. back to work. 

 

 

About the author

May 21, 2007

About Me

   

    Twenteen year old teenage mutant ninja turtle.  She’s bummed around the perception of life being unfair. She can be extremely emo and random at times . She’ a gadget/techie freak but can’t afford to buy one. An aspiring IT professional, likes to photoshop, programming and photography. 

 

Frequently Asked Questions:

Name?

tintin 

 

Ilang taon ka na?

17 turning 18 sa July. 

 

edit: 2009 na twenteen year old na ko ngayon.

 

Uy magdedebut ka na pala

hehe..oo nga eh. tsk.tsk.tsk. syaks..magdadalaga na ko.

 

Are you a she or a he?

sinong lalake naman ang nagdebut na ng 18 yrs. old? tsaka nickname ay tintin. 

 

Fine. whatever. So san ka napasok?

UP.

 

UP ka? seryoso ka?

Muka ba kong nagjojoke? batukan kaya kita. anung tingin mo sa ken ha?

 

So kamusta naman ang UP? tsaka sang UP ka ba? Manila o Diliman? Year?

Sa Uplb ako. Okey naman ang UP, ako lang ang di ok kaya nga plano ko magtransfer eh. 2nd year na ko.

 

Bakit ka naman magttransfer?

Well kase, in the first place eh ayoko naman talaga nung course ko, sinunod ko lang ang kagustuhan ng aking ama. Tsaka noon naman eh wala akong gustong course kaya ganun. Tas eto ngayon ko lang narealize kung anung gusto kong course which is related sa computers. 

 

Eh bakit naman kelangan mo  pang magtransfer ng ibang school eh pwede ka naman magshift na lang.

Dahil sa napakaraming dahilan. Kung iisa-isahin ko yun lahat eh baka kulangin na space.

 

Ows? Boooooo! Nose bleed ka lang ata sa UP eh.

Kapal mo! pakita ko pa sa yo transcript ko eh.

 

O sige na nga. So ano ba mga ambisyon mo sa buhay? Kung meron. pero kung wala. Pakilagyan na lang po ng N/A.

Sira ka pala eh. Syempre naman meron. Super dami. Kulang nanaman sa space pero para sa ikatatahimik ng kaluluwa mo eh, magsasite ako ng ilan.

- makagraduate with latin honors. hehe.

-matuto ng iba’t-ibang languages katulad ng Nihonggo, Korean, Ilocano,  French, Spanish, C, C++ at Java.

-magkaron ng sariling dslr camera, house and lot, at laptop.

tsaka syempre gusto ko rin makagawa ng mga bagay na ikakaproud ng mga magulang ko sa kin tsaka gusto ko rin maiahon mula sa kahirapan ang aking pamilya. (naks!) 

 

Any hobbies?

Mag-aral, magdrawing, photoshopping, programming, kumain, matulog, manood ng tv, blogging, magnet at mangasar ng mga bata.

 

How about sports?

Billiards, Badminton at Table tennis (1.5 ako jan.)

 

wow so magaling ka pala magTable tennis?

slight.

 

Favorite movies?

nakow. sobrang dami. mahilig akong manood ng movies eh. Ilan sa mga favorites ko eh yung mga gawa ni tim burton katulad ng nightmare before christmas, charlie and the chocolate factory, tas pati na rin korean movies like windstruck, my sassy girl at innocent steps. Tsaka madami pa.

 

Books?

Works of Bob Ong, Pol Medina at Lualhati Bautista. Sama mo na rin ang NOli at El fili ni Rizal tsaka College Algebra ni Leithold. hehe.

 

Ba’t mo naman naisipan tong FAQ na to? 

dahil 4:03 na ng umaga  at di pa ko makatulog. 

 

Sa palagay mo naman may magbabasa nito? 

Wala naman ako pakialam kung may magbasa man nito o wala basta ang mahalaga sa kin eh naidescribe ko yung sarili ko at nalagyan ko ng laman yung “about me” part dito sa blog ko. Tsaka ganun  talaga sa mga blogs, mandatory ang paglalagay nung “about me” part sa blog mo para makilala ka ng mga readers mo.

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About the Blog

 Part I: ABOUT THE TITLE  

    Timawa is a visayan term for "poor" or "needy". I incorporate the statement "Timawa, …dahil ako'y isang dukha", as the title of my blog, simply because I wanted to make a statement. A statement that implies to me, lacking something. The title of my blog doesn't necessarily mean that I'm broke or that I'm poor but I'm also not saying that I'm wealthy. What I just wanted to imply is that I lack something. I'm a "timawa" or I am "needy" because there's a part of me that needs to be served or heard. 

   

    My family is not rich. I'm saying in terms of money. We just live a simple life and a simple lifestyle. We eat 3x a day, snacks not included.  My father has a fine job, good enough to send me, my sister and my brother to school, buy us books, pc, clothes and food but still I could say we're not financially stable. As a matter of fact we're facing a crisis during these days. And I admit we really need money. But that's not what I care for. I just need a reason how the lack of money could be such a great enemy to human happiness. I believe my family's having some insufficiency in money and I admit It had brought such an impact to me but nevertheless they've always given me love and affection. I guess they have been always sufficient to that. Yes we're damn poor but we are happy. 

   

    But somehow, inspite of all the love and affection my family is giving me, I still feel that I lack something. Dreams, because I being "poor" have only my dreams. And I want that to happen.

 

*nose bleed*  *nose bleed* *nose bleed* 

 

Part II: WHY I BLOG

   

    I blog for certain reasons. One is because I have a gazillion of thoughts circling through my mind and If I won't let it out, I'm having a feeling that it would explode and it would give me a headache. Second is I want to keep track of the things I'm doing or the things I've done, the things I want, the memorable things that happened and so on and so forth. And the third one is because I want to keep a record of my rants and raves, my out-of-this-world ideas and as well my nonsensical posts.

    I blog since grade three (well in my own hardbound bulky diary with a padlock which you can open using a  pin) . Seriously, I'm blogging since 2005 in the good old blogger/blogspot platform. Since then I've been a trying and moving to different free blogging domains or platform like blogdrive, tabulas, livejournal, multiply, wordpress and even on friendster. Until I've decided to evacuate here in i.ph. If you're interested about my older blogs

 

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