mejo masaya.

                     Mejo masaya ko ngayon. “Masaya” in a sense na ok ang nararamdaman ko. Marami kasi ako nagawa ngaung araw, di katulad nung mga nakalipas na araw na puro ganito:

                      Kanina naglaba ko na once in a blue moon lang kung mangyari (Siguro mga once or twice a year). Namalengke din ako para sa dinner namin nila mommy. Iba talaga feeling kapag may naaaccomplish ka kahit sobrang simpleng bagay lang kesa dun sa alam mo na napakawalang kwenta ng araw mo dahil wala ka nagawa. Sana mapadalas yung ganito ako - maraming naaccomplish.

                   Bukas maaga ko gigising. Gusto ko ulit ipagluto sina mommy at papa. Gusto ko bumawi sa kanila. para sa mga araw na napakwalang kwenta kong anak, para sa mga araw na wala akong silbi, para sa mga araw na tulog lang ako magdamag o naglalaro lang ng plants vs. zombies. Babawi ako.

                   Masaya rin pala ko kase ok na yung shuffle ko. Yey! Akala ko sira na talaga sya. buti tnry ko ulit. hehe.Tsaka wala din ako bagsak ngayong sem, may isa lang line of 7, major pa. tsk. Pero ok lang at least ok pa din naman GWA ko.

Pero kahit na mejo masaya ko, may kulang pa rin eh.

Miss na kita.

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Online translator

                    Since I was a kid and until now I’m an avid fan of foreign songs most especially korean pop songs and japanese anime songs. I admit, I can’t barely understand the meaning of the songs I used to sing way back then because I know nothing about korean and japanese but i always have fun singing them. I can still remember those days when I tried to memorize the japanese song in this anime called Sailor Moon and the people in my house would stare skeptically at me and then would ask me what in the world are you singing? Then I would answer them it’s Japanese! Then they would ask me again what the song is all about and of course i have no idea about it. Of course they would just laugh at me which is totally embarassing for a 5 year old.

                   ThenI grew up and guess what I still like KPOP and JPOP but difference now is I know the meaning of every song I’m singing. I make sure I understand what they meant before I sing in front of people I know. Good thing internet was invented and now I can translate every japanese or korean song with just one click. I owe everything to this superb online translator I have found. The website is called Translia. It has some very useful translation tools in it. Translia.com is the perfect place to get some wonderful free translation tools and experience it. This is the perfect tool and I also referred up some of my friends to make use of this tools. Translia gives up native, fluent and accurate translation and also they provide up 24/7 customer services and also quickest turnaround. Not to mention you could be a translator too at translia and earn money. Translators earn more translation money while enjoying teamwork there plus your own work hours. Work from home or anywhere. Translate what you’re good at and what you’re interested in. Now that’s online translation at its best. Visit http://www.translia.com/ for more info.

Looking for Cars?

      Even when I was still 5 years old, I was always fond of reading Car Magazines or Brochures for the reason that I’m very fond of cars. I really want to have one until  I promised myself I will buy my own car someday… hmmm.. let’s just say maybe after I’ve graduated college and have a job. I’m planning to have a car so well, that during my free time I always surf into net and look for cars that will fit my style and attitude. Although I don’t have budget yet i should be mentally prepared enough in order for me to choose the best car.

                  Until one day I was so glad I found this website called thecarconnection.com where you can see lots of reviews about cars of all kinds. I learned a lot from it and I’ve learned that I want cars that fits for tough guys like the 2010  ford because of its evocative styling and balanced ride and handling. Not to mention it has a hot new interior. A mercedes benz glk is pretty good, when it comes to speed and style also.  Second to my favorite is the famous mini cooper which is so handsome with its interior styling and materials. The MINI’s iconic shape doesn’t change much on the outside, but inside the Cooper gets a slimmer center stack of controls, a much bigger speedometer that now contains audio controls, and a Start button which is just the  perfect car for my Dad. I was so ignorant about the new ford mustang but I instantly fell in love with the 2010 Ford Mustang. On top of the features, the 2010 Mustang offers the following as options (depending on model): a Shaker 1000 audio system, HID headlamps, and a voice-activated Sirius NAV system with Travel Link. Now that’s a wow!

                 And now I’m really getting to excited to have my very first car. I am now sure that it would be perfect for me and i will have no regrets buying it. Thanks to http://www.thecarconnection.com.

On being depressed..

             I’m still in a chaotic state as of now Feb.7.. 923AM. Aaargh I think I’ve done something wrong again. I’m really depressed and when I’m depressed,  All want to do is eat…and sleep. That is why last night I ate 3 meals for dinner. Well Ako lang tao sa bahay maghapon kase nagsimba sila sa Quiapo (I really wanted to come with them but I have a job so i had no choice). Pero ok lang din coz they brought food me food. Pero gusto ko talaga makita ulit ang simbahan ng Quiapo. 

  Shawarma Rice. Haha really new to me. at may white sauce din naman.  Doesn’t look good to eat but heck it tastes good.

 I had cookies for dessert. Takee note, these are not just cookies. These are Magical Cookies from Thailand! Promise Magical talaga itong mga cookies na to.. mukhang di masarap, at di rin sya masarap. nakakasuka at first bite pero habang paubos na parang dun mo talaga maappreciate yung lasa.i don’t know pero there’s something in it na masarap na ewan. 

        Anyway I’m still depressed at gusto ko pa rin kumain ng maraming marami. Kaya aalis ako ngayon at magppicnic magisa. 

upside down

upside down (source:FreeOnlineEnglishDictionary)

adv.

1. So that the upper or right side is down: turned upside down.

2. In great disorder.;

3. In a chaotic state

          That is what I’m feeling right now.. seems like these past few days, everything is in chaos. I barely feel human anymore. (quoted: Alice,Resident Evil). Haha. I don’t know.. it’s like everything i do becomes a mess. I received a memo from this company i work on (online) saying that my students are complaining because they’re are not satisfied with their teacher.. which is none other than me. I don’t get it, these students won’t be really satisfied, because they want to learn English that quick. They wanted to be like 98.8 % fluent in English for just a span of 2 weeks??? and they don’t even help theirselves… come on I’m always telling them to read read read and practice a lot after our session but how would they do that if they are so busy screaming for Big Bang and T.O.P. 

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          Ok.. I can’t blame them =D. Anyway I guess I have to admit, I’ve been a little indolent and stubborn these past few days so yeah I think it’s my fault that my students didn’t get satisfied with my teaching.. I’m really sorry.. 미안합니다 mianhamnida to my students for my attitude. I promise to work hard and I’ll do my best from now on. It’s just that i’m going through a lot right now.. financial problems with my family, my father’s situation… i miss my boyfriend, i miss my academic life and i badly want a new computer (lols).

     Ok enough with those. Regarding with my previous post, I got in. yey. I received the company’s text message asking me for my available time for the training. I’ll be having my training on Monday. ^^

     To complement with the title, I can now type upside down.

          ),= ˙ʎlqıɹɹǝʇ puǝıɹɟʎoq ʎɯ ssıɯ ı 

      (: ˙ǝuoʎɹǝʌǝ puǝʞǝǝʍ ǝɔıu ɐ ǝʌɐɥ

  ~currently listening to:

     Perfect Day - Hoku

     Huwag mo nang Itanong - Eheads

If I were a boy (Rin and Rox)

            A month ago, while searching for the video of Beyonce’s If I were a boy in youtube, I happen to bump with Rin on the Rox’s version (or cover) of this song and  I find their version better than Beyonce’s. Haha. Their voices fit together and they make such Superb harmony. Damang dama ko nga yung kanta eh.

Did I mention that they are both Filipino?  Another reason to be a proud pinoy. Ibang klaseng talaga mga vocal chords naten. =D

If I were a boy Even just for a day

I’d roll out of bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted and go Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls I’d kick it with who I wanted And I’d never get confronted for it Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home

Not my day.

This is definitely not my day.

  aaargh. Wednesday ngayon. Masaya kase isa lang subject ko pero malungkot kase ampanget ng araw ko. 

    Una wala kong baon tapos muntik na ko malate. Tapos di pa ko nagising ng maaga para makausap ang taong gusto ko makausap, di rin tuloy ako nakagawa ng homework, buti na lang nakalimutan nung prof na may homework kami at wala din naman nagpaalala. Tapos mejo nairita pa yung prof sa kin kase di ko naidescribe ng maayos ang itsura ng “Peak two”. Ewan ko ba naman kase kung bakit ko ba naisipan magtaas ng kamay. Asar one hundred times.

    Pumunta ko ng library pagkatapos ng klase para  humiram ng libro, napagalitan pa ko ng guard kase bakit daw di ko suot yung ID ko. Hmp. Nakakaasar habang naghahanap pa ko ng libro may naramdaman ako. Ayun na nga ok… parang tawag ng kalikasan na di maintindihan. Ayan tuloy di ako nakapaghanap ng ayos.

    Tapos umuwi na ko. 

    Lesson learned: Huwag pumasok ng walang laman ang tiyan.

        OT: paguwi ko ng bahay natuwa ako sa itsura ng kapatid ko…

Rivotril.

    Kanina pinainom ko ng gamot si papa. Wala naman syang malalang sakit or anything actually sa tingin mo mas maayos ang status ng katawan nya ngayon kesa dati dahil dati diagnosed sya with an unidentified kidney sickness… unidentified dahil hindi maidentify ng mga doktor kung anung tunay nyang saket or yung tunay na dahilan kung bakit biglang bigla ang pagkapayat ng tatay ko basta ang sabi lang nila there’s something wrong with my dad’s kidney daw. Umabot kami sa point na halos wala na kami makain dahil sa pagbili ng mga gamot constant chekups at kung anu anu pa. Hanggang nagsawa na kami sa mga inconsistent na pahayag ng iba’t ibang doktor at hinayaan muna namin yung sakit ni papa since yung pamamayat lang naman nya ang problema pero xempre we’re still not giving things up… nagaalala pa rin kami kay papa.

    Matagal tagal na rin ang nakalipas simula non. Ngayon, nagpacheckup ulit sya nagpa xray and all… pero iba na ang statement ng ‘mga’ doktor, stress lang daw at sobrang kakaisip ng mga problema ang dahilan kung bakit namamayat si papa. ngayon since umayos ayos na kahit papano yung katawan ng tatay ko ang ginagawa na lang namin is proper maintenance nung health nya and constant check up pa rin. We let him drink apple juice everyday (An apple a day keeps the docto away.) tsaka syempre vitamins (Myra 400 E, Fern C Ascorbic Acid). 

     Ngayon anung pinoproblema ko? Ang problema ko ako yung nagaasikaso ng mga gamot ni papa tsaka yung pagpapainom sa kanya ng mga gamot Tsk. tsk. dapat kase si ate eh sya kaya yung nurse, Comsci ako mas magaling ako sa pagbibigay maintenance sa pc. hehe. Anyway, problem is dun sa last chek up nya eto yung mga nireseta sa kanya nung doktor at mejo nababagabag ako sa mga nireseta nya sa tatay ko:

          1.) Norfloxacin (Antibiotic)

  - ayon kay bestfriend google ang Norfloxacin ay prescribed sa may mga urinary tract infections. Iba daw to sa antibiotic na prescribed sa may mga sipon at lagnat. Feeling ko napilitang lang to iprescribe nung doktor knowing na ang previous findings kay papa dati nung ibang doktor ay unidentified kidney sickness something. hmp. Kung ako lang masusunod di ko hahayaang bilhin to ng mga magulang ko kasi… ewan parang di ko lang feel tong gamot na to. 32 pesos isang tablet (400mg).

           Note: Kelangang bawasan o limitahan ang paginom or pagkain ng caffeine enriched products like cola, coffee, chocolates or kung anu pa man kapag uminom ka ng Norfloxacin dahil ang Norfloxacin  ay nagiincrease ng nervousness, sleeplessness, heart pounding, and anxiety caused by caffeine.

      2.) Appebon w/ Iron (Vitamins)

      - ayon kay bestfriend google appetite stimulant daw ang Appebon. Weight Gain tablet. Dun pa lang sa stament na yan mejo nadisturb na ko. Bakit naman kelangan ni papa ng appetite stimulant eh masyado naman syang magana kumain. Wala naman syang problema sa pagkain. Tingin ko nireseta lang yan ng doktor kase sinabi ni papa sa kanya na malaki ang pinayat nya. Kaya siguro akala nung doktor humina kumain si papa kaya sya namayat. Ang masasabi ko lang - Lame.  18 pesos per tablet (500mg). 

        at ang huling inireseta ng doktor and at the same time ang pinakaikinakabagabag ng aking isipan,

    3.) RIVOTRIL (Clonazepam)

        - puspusan ko talagang niresearch ang gamot na to kase napagalaman kong hindi pala ito basta basta ibinebenta sa drugstore. Kelangan talaga may prescription sa doktor at hindi ka makakabili nito basta basta kung wala ka sa hustong edad kase ang inutusan ng tatay ko na bumili nito eh yung pinsan ko kaya lang hindi sya pinagbilhan dahil kelangan daw ng ID. It only means one thing, hindi ito basta bastang gamot. 

            At sa aking pagreresearch I’ve found out na ‘it can be used to regulate the activity of nerves’. So mainly ang epekto ng gamot nito ay sa utak. Ito palang gamot na to ay pampakalma. Prescribed sa mga epileptic at merong anxiety slash depression slash paranoia slash etc. problems. Maaari rin itong pampatulog so kahanay sya ng mga sleeping pills. Ang nakaktakot ito ay isang klase ng gamot na maaaring maging addictive para sa iinom nito. Marming side-effects like

• Drowsiness
  
• Confusion

• Muscle weakness

• Restlessness

• Dizziness

• Shaky movements and unsteady walk (ataxia)

• Concentration difficulties

• Decreased co-ordination

• Loss of memory following an epileptic seizure (anterograde amnesia)

• Drowsiness

• Confusion

• Muscle weakness

• Restlessness

• Dizziness

• Shaky movements and unsteady walk (ataxia)

• Concentration difficulties

• Decreased co-ordination

• Loss of memory following an epileptic seizure (anterograde amnesia)

Nakakatakot naman pala itong gamot na to. Ang tanung ko bakit kelangang itong ipanom sa tatay ko? Anung meron? Bakit sya kelangang pakalmahin?! Oo, sabi sa ibang findings masyadong nagiisip si papa kaya sya namamayat. Stressed. Oh eh bakit kelangan pa ng pampakalma o pampatulog?   Ano ba wala na bang ibang maireseta yung doktor?!

 Tsk.

Nakakaloko talaga yung doktor na nagreseta nito.

A nose tale.

    Recently, I always found myself holding my phone’s camera and taking non stop shots of myself. Well, talk about camwhore here. Until yesterday I’ve decided to stop that habit for one reason - I find my nose… hmmm let’s just say, not that pleasant in my eyes. It’s like I keep telling myself, what happened to my nose? It seems like there is something wrong with it which I can’t figure out. 

    Until I’ve realized… it has gotten bigger. Well I think based on my assumptions it’s because of my habit of squeezing out whiteheads or blackheads in my nose even though i know that it’s not the right thing to do. Aaargh and now here’s the prize of it… a bigger nose. >_< Oh no. Maybe I should visit a derma or I should start consulting a surgeon for a rhinoplasty nose surgery in Manhattan NY. I’ve heard that rhinoplasty could do wonders on you nose like making it fit more harmoniously with the rest of your face.  Now, that’s nice.

Hmmm… but I think I’m over reacting hehe. Physical appearance is not really important. Like what I always said, inner beauty is a lot more important. It’s just a matter of how you carry yourself. We are beautiful in our own way.

Overcome stress.

I’m so stressed out. 

    I’ve got lots of things to do or rather lots of errands to do. I also worry a lot these days. Oh and not to mention that I’ve seen my grades in my subjects last semester. Aargh I really need to do good this coming semester. Life is indeed becoming really challenging for me but nevertheless I like it this way.  Bored could now be excluded in my vocabulary. Everyday is becoming a busy day. I always want to make it to a point that my day won’t last without learning new things. I always try to discover new things. I also keep myself updated about what is happening on my friends and relatives. I also keep it a point to visit my blog, other online journals and even my favorite sites. It’s like everyday I discover new sites like Stumbleupon. Stumbleupon is a site where you can see different profiles of people from different parts of the world like for example EcoQuest. From there you can get to know everything about them, what they do, their favorite music or food - everything. It’s like friendster or myspace.

        Yep, doing these things help me overcome stress. For a while it makes me forget all of my worries. It helps me unwind my mind for a while so that for the next day I’ll be ready for the next challenges that I may face.

Yep I’m so stressed but I know how to handle it.  

Some guys are just assholes.

Me and my boyfriend who is miles away from were having our daily conversation a while ago through ym voice chat until one of his friend and also our former classmate in school ‘buzzed’ him. 

              Classmate: BUZZ! tol, musta? 

 

              Boyfriend: eto ayus lang kachat ko si tin, lapit na uwi ko. =)

 

              Classmate: naku eh baka naman pagkauwi mo.. pagbalik mo ulit jan sa Canada daddy ka na! haha!

 

              (My boyfriend told me what classmate said to him)

 

              Me: Eh anung irreply mo sa kanya?

 

              Boyfriend: Anung gusto mong ireply ko?

 

              Me: Sabihin mo sa kanya di mangyayari yun, ibahin nya tayo.

 

              (boyfriend passed my message to classmate and classmate replied back.)

 

              Classmate: Wushu. tol! di mo rin masasabi! Wala na kayo magagawa pag nanjan na yun!

 

              (boyfriend told me what classmate has said)

 

              Me: Sabihin mo sa kanya, ibahin nya tayo. We have plans. Di tayo tulad nung iba jan. marami pa tayong plano sa buhay sabihin mo.

 

              (Classmate replied to what I’ve been said)

 

              Classmate: Tol, natural lang yun sa nagmamahalan! tsaka di nyo rin magsasabi pag nanjan na yun!

 

              (Boyfriend told me what classmate said…) *repeat til fade

                My boyfriend and his friend’s conversation which allegedly became a conversation between his friend and me  turned into a non-stop debate until what he was saying reached below the belt and I got really pissed off . Like hello, dude what are you trying to say? that no sex before marriage is impossible? Dude like what i said from the start of the conversation, WE ARE DIFFERENT.  He respects me. We are serious about our relationship. WE ARE NOT LIKE YOU. Don’t compare us to you or any other teeny bopper couples you know. It depends on the couple if they want to do it or not. You have to be very conscious and aware of what might happen when you do that.  And about the virginity thing for a man that you’re telling me? Dude naman, who cares when you graduate college still a virgin? Well to think.. in reality, that’s exactly what guys should do! They should keep their balls off until they are married, prepared, mature and stable enough to start a family! Put that in mind .    

Yes we are in love and we respect each other. He respects me a lot. Right from the beginning, your friend and I had an agreement or should i say a vow about it. He told me that he’s more than sure enough that I’m the one he wants to marry, thus he can wait.  Best thing he said is that he believes that there’s more in our relationship than sex… we’re consistently happy even without it. We love each other - that is more than enough to keep our relationship strong. (yep that’s my man =) )

Yes I won’t lie that we do get to be ‘intimate’ sometimes because we do love each other  but we also do know about our limitations. A hug and a kiss on the cheeks is more than enough for us to comfort each other.  Tsaka isa pa, we’re still young. We are in love — and love is patient and kind.

Sabi nga sa bible, 

He must realize that love is patient and kind; it does not seek to please itself, nor does it delight in evil, but is always hopeful (1 Corinthians 13)

Well actually what I was just trying to say is that..         

You pervert need a lesson. I think you should learn the true meaning of love and having a relationship.

Also, I want you to know that you’re a jerk and that you’re a real loser. Hope you can get a chance to read this.

Dude, get a life.

or… 

Here’s a knife 

and Kill yourself before it’s too late. Good luck.